Kau derita, aku juga..

diz post is actually about some issues dat happened between me n my baby.. a few of them quite difficult to be explain n a bit hurt.. but, Alhamdulillah, i managed to get it thru..


baby suka sgt crk point, mcm bila i tersalah ckp or ayat i salah msti dia usik i n kutuk i.. yela, org pelat neh kan klao ckp agak berbelit2 ckit kan ssh nk phm.. hehe. dat day, i ad ckp bnda slh dlm msg.. sounds like


"ehh.. mane de. i dh mandi la.. sula hati je ckp i blom mandi. entah2 dia yg xmandi lg"


then my baby lak reply,


" sula2 hati je u ckp i blom mandi kn." (dia perli i blk)


sbnrnya, i tw ayat i tue slh.. which "suka" suda jd "sula". i dh btolkan pon..tp sbb i tw dia suka usik i n itu yg bwat ktorg ketawa then i just biarkan je.. hehe. baby2..


then, las nite. dia suh i crk buyer utk kasut onitsuka tiger dia. dia dpt from sape tah coz promote brg2 abg tue kt kawan2.. as a reward, dpt la kasut sebijik.. tp dia nk pkai duit sbb nk byr bil supplier so dia mau tolak la kasut itu.. dia mtk i crkkan buyer sblom khamis. i dh pening. msa tue bru selasa. mane nk dpt buyer dlm masa 2hari. dia nk pkai wit.. so, i pun tolong la.. i ckp i dh ad buyer dok Meru. i bukak harga kasut tu 170 tp 'org tu' nego 130 so deal je. i pon ckp kt baby yg i dh dpt buyer.. dia mtk no sbb nk deal sndri. ahh.. sudah. mati aku.


i pon ckp la nnt klao btol jd bru i bg baby no dak tu.. baby cm kecewa skit.. then las2 dia ckp xyah tlg dia crk buyer sbb nnt ssh klao i yg dpt buyer, kasut tue dh smpai kt tgn org tu nnt xmuat cmna nk pulang duit klao baby dh pkai duit tue kn.. smpai bergado dk la sbb i suh baby bg kasut tue kt i n i bg kt 'org tu'. nnt tgk je dlm akaun 'org tu' msukkan depo. tp my baby mati2 xnk. smpai dia ckp, selama neh dia halang i jual brg klao xd duit tp i lak mati2 beriye suh dia jual ksut tue gk.


urmm.. klao la dia tw. alkisahnya, i sbnrnye tpu dia yg i dh dpt buyer sbb i taw mmg mustahil lei jual kasut tue dlm masa sehari.. so i bwt cte yg i dh ad buyer. bila dia bg kasut tue kt i, i akan simpan. n duit tue sbnrnye i yg akan masukkan.. tp i kecewa sbb dia xnk jual kasut tue n ckp kt i yg itu hak dia n dia yg berhak tentukan..


at las, sbnrnye dia tw i yg nk msukkan duit tue n sbnrnye i xd buyer pn.. yes, datz true.. n i cuma nk bahagiakan dia semampu i. i nk tolong dia selagi ada kudrat i.. sbb i dh janji utk ssh sama2.. dan sng pon sama2..


duit boleh cari.. tp kasih syg yg dia bg kt i selama 2tahun ktorg bersama xd tandingan.. i btol2 sygkan dia seluruh hidup i..

Dia ini yang saya sayang sangat

21st Bufday

today- 16dec is my my bufday. my 21st bufday.
i became an adult!! :)

it's nice to know that i'm old enough to make my own decision in my life.
it's glad to know that for everything that had been happen 20years back, now i'm standing here and still standing to face up all those things to get real life..
and i'm glad to have such a wonderful family and awesome boyfie that is always beside me.

for my boyfie, thanx for the wish and the sing.. so shoooweeettt sayang.. :)
i didn't expect any gift. wishes is just enough.. coz u r the most wonderful present that i ever got in my life..

so jaja, 21 is not young anymore.. u have to put more effort and spirit to get wut u want..
and for the next task, i have to:

1) get a nice pay job b4 continue ur degree in coming 1 year.
2) collect money for a tiny-little-sexy car
3) collect money for a tiny-little-shoooweett-memorable wedding
4) collect money for a tiny-little-awesome house

sayang, i noe u will always beside me to achieve this.. i dun wanna play around anymore.. thanx 4 always being beside me syg.. luv u a lot.. mmuah.

the cake baby bought for me on my bufday. Tiramisu!!

just u,
anna

bz bubbly day

bz but bubbly..

almost week after registration. i counted n there is another 9days for my bufday!! haha. cant wait for the bufday celebration.

and..

another 76days (from today- 07/12) to finishing my study.. ouh how i cant wait to finish it n leave out diz fuckin place..

but anyhow, i really miss my babyboy dat i didn,t meet him up for almost month. urmm..

yesterday, i went to admin to sent out my application for hostel. really hope dat i can get it thru bcoz i cannot stay out in renthoz anymore.. dengan pintu xd kunci lgsung, dgn all the jamban kt lua n bathroom pn not-so-complete type. huhu.. i think i had choosed a very wrong hoz la but i hope i will not be @ the hoz ever coz i really wanted to stay in hostel.. InsyaAllah if God willing..

datz all for now.. write to u soon..

me myself n i,
anna

G.A.D.U.H

few days ago, i fighted with my baby.. but dat was regularly happen juga so tiada rasa apa2 pun sbb one shot after dat, everything will be back to normal again.. so, utk pujuk i, baby wt poem mlm tue n i have to admit dat he was so genius in making such that awesome poem yg kena ngn tema, rima sama, n everything was perfect! here it is:

Anna

renyai malam menambah dingin

tapi tak mampu menyejukkan hati yang panas membara

menurut nafsu amarah

jiwa dibalut resah dan gelisah

kemana harus dilepaskan

pada si dia yang tersayang

pada si dia yang ku tatang

apa salahnya dia?

mungkin cuma sekecil zarah

nafsu amarah menjadi raja,

sumpah seranah menjadi senjata

dia menjadi kerakusan emosi berkata-kata

maafkan aku sayang

aku yang jauh berubah

lupa segala janji dan sumpah

lupa pada kenangan indah

lupa semuanya dengan mudah

akibat amarah beraja di lidah

maafkan aku sayang

terlalu hina pabila mengenang salah

hanya maaf mampu ku pohon

well, thank u so much sayangku.. klao cmneh la cara u pujuk i, gaduh hari2 pun xpe.. :)

pencinta dia,

anna

lagi entri tentang chenta hati..

entri ini bukan tentang apa.. cuma isi hati tentang chenta hati yang banyak berkorban demi saya..

sayang,
hampir 2 tahun kita bersama.. byk ksh suka duka kita lalui sama2.
syg, i syg u sgt tw x..
u slalu ikut ckp i (nmpk sgt queen control kn? haha)
u xpnh mrh2 i.. klao i mrh u, u senyap jew.. xmelawan pon.. hehe

i plg suka bila dpt jumpa u, u teman i buat everythg..
g mkn sama2.. jalan2 sama.. i ckp je mana nk g, msti u ikutkn jew..
i nk mkn apa u beli jew. i nk beli apa u bg je duit. hehe

i ingt sgt fav u klao mkn kt mcD which is Spicy Chicken McDeluxe.
i lak suke ayam goreng dia n fillet o'fish.
klao g mkn kt mcd, dh sure u beli large meals. xde nye medium2.. haha
pstu bila dh abis mkn u msti wt muka knyg smbil pgang pyot. pstu jln g bsuh tgn pon da xbtol. comel jew. :)
pas mkn we jalan2.. neh plg besh.
i xpnh dpt teman yg bg i advise in every single thing dat i need or do.

masa kita g times square, Elianto ad sale utk product dorg kn syg.
then, we r heading sumwhere around TS tue tp tiba2, mata i trpndg Elianto pny booth.
u pon suh i masuk tgk2. then i try everythg sbb make up i dh abis.
so i'm lookin for eyeliner la, eye shadow la, brushes, mask n all smbil u tgu i u abiskan aikem i. cheh. xguna. haha
then, i try blusher, ad 2 color yg i confuse nk choose mana satu. then, i tny u yg mana sesuai, u tros je plihkan utk i n color tue mmg sesuai glew utk i.
thanx syg.. xpnh lg ad laki yg plihkan i blusher. haha

then, masa kita kt Sg. Wang lak, i nk crk heels..
we pusing agak spulo kali gk Sg. Wang tue tp satu haram jadah heels pon i xjumpa. adehh..
u dh naek fedup masa tue, u suh i crk n u tgu kt kfc.
tp i tw u pnt. sbb dh pusing pon xjumpa2 jgk. haha
las2, i jumpa gk kasut yg i suka. n bila tnjuk kt u nasib bek lepass..
klao x cm kasut bakul la, tgi sgt la halus sgt la wrna xchanteq la..
ngalahkan pompuan la. ponek den.. haha

pstu lg, we headin to one of my favourite boutique kt TS tue utk crk dress i..
so i pon bwk u n tnjuk kt u boutique tue..
dh smpai i pon tros je amik dress2 yg i kenan n try.
then i suh u plihkan, n u pon plih salah satu dress yg mmg i dh aim kt ctu..
xsgka ek u dh tw taste i cmna.. hehe
thanx syg.. syok ouh shopping ngn u. :)

tp setiap hari bersama u sgt2 bikin i hepi..
i xpnh dpt bf sebaek u, n phm kehendak i..
u xmrh pon i shopping ke hape, klao ad duit u blanje.
tp klao xd duit pn i xkesah..
tp nnt msti ad jgk pape yg u bg kt i tnpa i sgka..
thanx syg..
thanx a lot teman i n bg i hepi dr start kita kenal smpai skg..

yg syg u,
anna

lagi entri tentang 4 hari bersama teruna hati..

4ari lg bersama baby.. Sgt menyoronokkan n byk gelak..psneh about a month bru dpt jmp baby blk for bufday celebration at genting!!haha

Yesterday i asked ekin either she want to follow me to genting n accompany zariq or not n she seems like dun mind, i mean not she doesnt care about wut im talkin about but, she seems like a bit of excited for being zariq's partner. Haha. N if she follow me to genting, it will be awesome!! Coz i have a fren. I dun think dat i can hang out with tac's lady coz she old n no fun to be talk with..

Then, i asked my baby to bring ekin n he's juz leave it to me. He dun mind..

Haihh..being as long as 4day with baby doesnt make me satisfied at all bcoz i miz him so much.. N u gus noe wut?? I think about having tiramisu quite sometimes n yesterday he bought me two pieces of it!!.haha. Datz y i luv my baby. He never say no to wut i really want.. Tahnx baby i luv u..

Tomoro i'll back to sabak n tuesday will headin back to rawang for my semester br8. So, home sweet home..

Enuf for now dearies.. Full stomach n lazy to write..having dinner with my baby later.. See ya..

memer 4eva,
Anna

Sayang, plz be mine..

With this hand, i will lift your sorrow

Your cup will never empty coz i will be the wine

With this candle i will light your way in darkness

With this heart i ask u to be mine

ur luv,

anna

Indah Mata Anna (tribute to baby.. thanx a lot syg..)

diz is poem from my babyboy for me.. luv it! :)

layu redup mata
menahan panah asmara
tajam menusuk membisik kata rindu
kala hati berat terbeban rindu yang belum terurai..

indah mata Anna buat nafas berhenti
melalui liku-liku kerongkong
membuat retina mata
menafikan keindaan lain selain matamu Anna

membuat hati berbisik nakal
ingin memiliki mata itu
beserta seluruh isi hatinya

hanya kerana mata
berubah seluruh dunia
berubah seluruh hati
berubah segala naluri

ingin menjadi suci
hanya kerana sepasang mata dan sebuah hati..

amer

25/10/2010

19:30

Poem for babyboy..

diz is a poem from me for my baby.. :)

Sayang
tak dapat aku lelapkan mata ini
dari bulan muncul hingga bulan pergi
segenap wajahmu muncul mengisi ruang hati

lama juga tak ku karang puisi buatmu
malam ini, ku habiskan sesisa mungkin akalku untuk puisimu

sayang, sudah terlambat untuk aku pergi dari hidupmu
kerna sudah terlanjur aku mencintaimu
terlalu indah bagiku perasaan ini
hingga tak dapat aku buang sedikit pun memori kita
pengorbananmu tak sedikit untukku
seluruh hidupmu kau beri padaku

terima kasih sayang..
itu semua aku hargai
balasan itu semua
cuma kasih dan sayangku yang abadi hingga mati

sayang, aku tahu kau takkan pergi
aku tahu kau sendiri tak tegar untuk tiada di sisi

kuatkan hatimu untuk aku
kerna aku butuh kekuatan kamu untuk terus melangkah
aku kuat jika kau kuat
aku lemah jika kau lemah

dengan segala yang sudah kita lalui selama setahun bersama
aku tahu tak mudah untuk kau tinggalkan aku
dan aku juga tak mudah untuk melupamu

sayang,
aku di sini
menanti waktu untuk kita bersatu
jangan kau rampas perasaan itu dari aku
jangan kau takut meniti perjalanan masa depan
aku bersamamu.

hidupku untukmu, matiku jua begitu..

salam sayang,
anna

LAW finished!!!!

oh Tuhan, saket otak dr pagi semalam smpai ke tghari tadi dh habes!!!

hahaha. semalam paper Account, Alhamdulillah lei jawab ngn tenang walaupon lembaran kerja tak dapat imbang. now, bru balik dr jawab paper Law. diz is damn serious!!! hahaha. i can answer it all even not as good as the real answer la kan. sebab smlm Kak Ecah bagi i soalan lepas2 yg mmg sebijik masuk dlm paper td. excited sgt okeh sbb bace dr semalam n hari neh mendatangkan hasil!!!

kua dewan awal kot. half an hour awal dr masa abis. punyela teruja. then i call my baby to inform him i dpt jwb. haha. dh ar las paper, dpt jawab lak tue lei bygkan x dia punye sonok??

Alhamdulillah.. syukur Ya Allah.. atas pertolonganmu.. aminn.. :)

yang teruja,

anna

two occasions in the end of the year

aite.. now i nk story kt u olz pasai cte di ujung2 tahun neh.

first, i will sit for my final exam on diz comin 1st nov until 3rd nov. then, i'll be free till the new semester begin. :) but sgt kesian utk dak2 laen yg byk paper tue. dorg abis exam tgh bulan nov. then 1dec da start new sem. cuti xpnjg. lucky me, i only have 3papers n direct 3ari. terbeban hanya sbb xd gap tp sonok sbb cuti lama.. :)

after finish my paper nnt, i had planned a visit to baby's home AGAIN a day after my las paper. haha. rasanye bru je balik ritu, now blk lg.. i'll be stayin from 4th till 8th kot.. then 8th tue balik KL n straight to poly. 9th plak my mom will fetch me anddd... HOME SWEET HOME!! haha. rndu sgt kt ean. i will hig him like hell. ouh, ean is my bebear.. :)

so, back to our topic. 2ndly, i'll start my new sem on 1st dec aite.. then i was like, cannot wait for the middle of that month bcozz.... i will celebrate my bufday with my baby!!! haha. we had planned a vacation yet a bufday celebration 2getha with yana, apis n chiena as our bufday was seems so close. so, baby told me dat, a day b4 yana, apis n laen2 naek, ouh!! jp2. did i mention where the party will be held? GENTING of coz!! hahaha.

ok, continue. a day b4 dorg naek, baby told me dat he want to take me to Pateo for a candle lite dinner n, he have somethg to give me!!! i am sooooo excited!! haha. so, for dat candle lite dinner, i had bought a simple casual dress as i really dunno wut to wear. yg ad dlm wardrobe smernye dh pkai n i dun want my baby to see it for the next time.. sgt tidak seronok okeh. bcoz diz is our 1st candle lite dinner ever!! i have to look pretty for him.. :)

3rd, was.. a cherating trip for NEw Year. diz had been planned by baby n his fwenz. they planned a ride from Muar to Cherating on 30th dec. baby told me diz a few days ago. he asked me if i want to follow him to Cherating for new year and i was like, NAKKKKK!!!!! haha.

then, dia pon cm ha,ok2.. btol nk neh? i pon ckp ha la.nak. then dia ckp yg dia tkot nk bwk i naek moto sbb jao.. then i ckp xpela i xkesah pon. slow ride la kn. then dia pon ok jela. n plg excited skali, kwn dia siap design baju dow. haha. ble i ckp i pon nk baju tue gk, my baby xkasi.. dia ckp xyah la baju.pakai bju sndri je. i ckp i nk gk. xkire. haha. pastu my baby g Muar ritu g makan2 ngn kawan2 dia. then OTW blk, dia kata dia trnampak ad patung display kt satu butik neh pakai kasut NIKE wrne purple but xd tali n dia kata chanteq sgt. dia nk belikan utk me semata2 sbb nk ride g Cherating tue. i pon xphm terus i ckp, wtpe nk beli kasut baru. cm la i xd kasut sport. dia kata xpela.. bia sama ngn dia. so i lantakkan je sbb bukan beli pkai wit i pon. hehe..

so, enuf for now la. dh ckup two occasions. i will update more occasion comin rite up in the New Year.. bubbye!! :)

pnt jalan,
anna

4 hari bersama sang teruna hati

td pkoi 6.30pm bru sampai poli lepas 4ari bersama chentaku yg satu di Muar.. :)
but the most worse thing is, kena balik poli afta dh selesa ad kt sana. jalan2, mkn2, gurau senda ngn baby..
urmm.. rindunya..

byk bnda kitorg wt sepanjang 4ari neh. gado2 pon ad jgk.. hehe. biasela.. gado2 manje gituu.. no hard feeling pon okeh. biasela org bcinta..

ari isnin dtg stay umah kak yan smpai ari rabu. then stay kt D99. mak pon ad jgk ari slasa g amik kt umah ngn kak yan.

1st day kak yan masak sup daging, masak lemak patin ngn sayur goreng. but, 1st day tue lei lak gado ngn my baby then cm da xslera nk mkn. mkn nasik pon ciput jew. malam lak, abg ipar bnje satay. hehe. yummy.
2nd day lak kak yan masak ayam merah kegemaran baby together with masak lemak kobis n ikan masin. yes, ikan masin itu bau nya sgt sedap tp sygnye tekak i mmg xlei trima ikan lgsung. huhu. then malam lak, sekali lagi jamuan satay.. :) tp xsesedap yg 1st day.

then ari rabu stay kt D99 for 1nite. lunch kt mcd Wetex then balik terbongkang kt bilik coz pnt n panas glew. then malam lak lunch kt bus stand pagoh pekena yong tau foo. ya Allah, dh berbulan mengidam semalam bru dpt.. syukur.. haha. pstu blk dh skt pyot sbb trlampau kenyang. mane ngn mcd xhadam lg da masuk yong tau foo lak ngn air jagung. perghh.. disaster.. haha.

then baby tapau nasi goreng ayam kt pagoh. dia mmg suka po. nmpk cm sdp. dia suap la sesuap dua. walaupon dh knyg tp gagahkan jgk mkn sbb cm sdp lak org suap. hehe. then i asked him to go downstairs to buy some ice blend kt delifrance. yg ad chocolate flavor sahaja. jadila dr xd kn. afta mkn, terbongkang lg sehingga tidak sedar diri. sangat penat okeh. paling!

then khamis lak which is today- 14oct. pagi2 trbangun koi 3.24am then amik hp n on9. smpai la koi 5lbh bru dpt tdo blk. then set jam koi 7.00am sbb nk g bfast kt 1st floor. smpai koi 8.00am, dh sudah mkn baby g amik satay kt depan bus stand pagoh sbb i nk bwk blk poli. sekali harung la beli tiket bus ke KL. tiket lak koi 11.00am so dat time bru koi 8.40am. sempat membuta lg neh. lalu terbongkang la lg smpai koi 10.15.

then, basuh2 muka n g bus stand. bus koi 11.00am smpai bkt jalil koi 1.30p,. tros beli tiket sabak koi 2.00pm n smpai koi 5.00pm kt bus stand sabak. smbil2 tgu prebet, i g Billion dlu beli megi n Kinder Bueno n toothbrush utk bwk g Chenderiang Isnin neh. then balik hostel mandi n makan satay ngn kawan2.. 100 CUCUK SOLD OUT okeh. hebat xhebat gk la kwn2 i neh. haha. tgl lidi jew. tp satay pagoh neh mmg d' besh ah. terbayekkk..

n now, time to sleepppppppp.. zZzzzzzzzzzz....

traveller tegar,
anna

the most awesome day in my life!!

i dun want to say too much here. it juz...

DUIT PTPTN DH MASUK!!!!!

haha.. okeh i noe. xyah nk suka sgt cz duit pinjam jew kn. but pedulik hape?? let me have fun la sementara boleh neh kn? hati dh lega ckit cz dh byr all those hutang2 yuran yg i mentioned in the posting before. sangat lega okeh. paling. :)

org kaya baru,

anna

Moto GP

pagi tadi on 0830, 4th oct my hubby came all the way from Muar to KL to buy a MotoGP ticket for his fwenz n himself. then koi 11++ cmtue, he arrived Bkt. Jalil n straight amik tren to KL Sentral to buy the ticket.

klao x, dia nk datang las saturday but that time dak2 dia xbg wit lg so dia dtg rini la. n, baru je dia sms me yg dia dh beli tiket then now kt otw balik Muar plak. maybe tiket koi 3 kot.

so sorry baby coz xdpt nk follow u g MotoGP coz u taw kn on the same day i ad kursus kawen kt cni.. but wutever it is, enjoy urself with the performance okeh.. luv u. mmuah.

ur baby,

anna

Singapore here i come..!!!

okeh, ini sgt mengujakan. td i YM kak ida saje2 jew. rupenye dia mmg tgh crk i nk tnye pasai Singapore. dia nk cnfrmkan sbb nk cll hotel. i ckp la i jd g. after confim yg 3 benda tue i get FOC, i trus ckp jd jew. then kak ida tnye, sorg je? i ckp amer cam nk ikut tp xtaw lg. tgk job ar. kak ida suh tnye cepat2 sbb nk cll hotel n booked. then i call my hubby,

me: syg, kak ida tny u nk ikut ke x g Singapore tue sbb dia nk book hotel.

amer: urm.. xlei nk janji la baby.. tkut xdpt nk g.

me: xpela klao cmtue tp tkut klao u kata nk g nnt kak ida dh book hotel
susah plak.

amer: bila ek?

me: 12-14nov. syg jgn ah paksa diri. jgn kata i paksa lak.

amer: ha. boleh la. letak je nama i.

me: ha?? toi neh syg??

amer: yela. bg je nama i. nnt i bank in wit.

me: haha. ok syg. xpe2. i byrkan utk syg. tp syg kena wt passport sendri la ok.

amer: ok2. dh g bg nama i.

me: haha ok syg. luv u mmuah

end of conversation, i bgtw kak ida amer ikut. haha. i xabis excited lg neh ok. yela, neh plg jao kot kitorg plan nk g. slalu asyk genting je memanjang. skali skala tukar angin pe slhnye kn. hehe.

so, after i bg nama n ic kt kak ida, agknye dia dh booked pon skg. i suh kak ida reserve bilik my hubby ngn abg pendek. sbb i rase dorg lei ngm kot. ha xkesah la sape pon. yang penting...

SINGAPORE HERE I COME!!!!!

nk g kampung atok,

anna

too much to aim, too much to achieve (PART 2)

...continued...

so, last posting we talked about farra kn. now we sambung. i dh xingt bila but dat day i was so daymnn bored then i call kak ida n asked her to go out. kak ida yg keberatan pada mulanye then kua jgk. and again, our planning was to watch movie. haihh.. then i siap2 smer i went to Wangsa Maju n kak ida fetched me up there n we made up to Bukit Antarabangsa for kak ida's fwen open hoz.

on the way tue, we started to talked nonsense la sbb mmg dh sejak azali klao jmp kak ida segala bagai cter pon kua. then i pon dh lupe sape yg open cter neh dlu, smpai masing2 sgt excited okeh. i mean, mmg paling excited skali masa tue kak ida ar. haha.

i ingt lg, i yg ckp i nk g Swiss, then kak ida just like screaming xhengat n itu pon dh ckup utk wt i phm yg Yes, mmg glew pompuan neh. haha.

for ur info, kak ida shud be going to UK dat day but on dat time as H1N1 menular, dia cancel g. sayang kn? so ble dh terbukak cte pasai neh dia pon ape lg. bebel xhengat la. nk wt itu nk wt ini. yg bagusnye pasai kak ida neh, bila dia ckp, Insyaallah dia akan try hard to achieve. sbb tue i selesa nk ajak kak ida g mane2 sbb kak ida never say no.

so, berbalik pada Swiss td. kitorg pon dh plan neh nk g Swiss area mane, nk crk umh sewa cmne then nk keje ape smer la. n dlm hati i, pas aku smpai umah jp lg aku nk crk all information bout Swiss. :)
so, hari tue kitorg balik dgn pnuh semangat utk jd warga Swiss. n me plak pagi2 esoknye tros g cyber cafe n search google about Swiss.
n apa yg i dpt?

1) Les Roches School of Hotel Management
= ok, 1stly i found diz. tmpt dia mmg chanteq glew!! tgk neh.

besar glew kn tempat dia?? haha. besh dow.. but, the fees? tgk bwh neh.

Les Roches Fees

ouh, okeh. mmg mhl. tp i xkesah sgt pasai fees tue sbb i n kak ida pon plan nk keje kt sana n kalo ad rezeki baru smbung study kt sana.so xkesah la kn pasai tmpt neh sgt. then, kak ida lak jumpe link utk apply keje kt Swiss n dia dh isi dh pon. wow! sungguh pantas skali ye. haha. tp i xisi pon sbb i abiskan my dip dlu bru i pkirkan jalan yg seterusnye.
then balik rumah, i told my mom about this. my impression is, dia akan say NO ble i ckp nk keje oversea pas abis dip. but, it was not!! dia lei bantai suh i pegi lg ad la.
" ma, nnt pas abis dip org ingt nk merantau jp ngn kak ida keje kt Switzerland."

"hahaha. bagusla. lei mama jalan2 jauh ckit. tp ingt, tmpt org tue. jangan wat keje bkn2. jgn jd cm sapiah tu. nk crk rezeki crk jalan yg elok baru tuhan berkat. kau keje la kt mane pon mama xkisahnye kau dh besar. janji jaga diri."

ouh mama. i was speechless. napa mama bg i pegi? haha. tp dlm hati dh sonok glew n tros i bgtw kak ida thru' SMS.

jaja: kak, ready for our aim kak. i found something. go n check ur fb!! jgn lupa impian kita bersama kak! chaiyok2!!

kak ida: hahaha!! semangat toi kau neh.

mama tanye,

"kau xnk smbung degree dh ke?"

"eh, smbung kt sana la nnt."

"brape tahun?"

"4"

"mama rasa baek kau smbung kt yg kau kata MSU tue dlu sbb sthun stgh je. pstu kau smbung master kt oversea, setahun je. kn dh jimat masa"

"ye gk kn. nnt ah pkir2 dlu."

so, i pon bgtw la kak ida apa yg mama ckp kt i. kak ida kata dia lei g dlu. at least dia dh masuk market sana, dh stabil ckit bila i masuk snang la kn.so i rasa i smbung dlu la degree kt cni n nnt bru g Swiss.n smpai skg pon impian kitorg xpenah padam. n apa yg wt kan i lg excited adalah, farra pon nk ikut skali!! tp dia suh g dlu sbb dia abiskn degree dia dlu kt MSU. so, by the time farra abis, i pon dh nk abis la jgk. so we can go to Swiss together!! :)

my baby xhalang.. dia suka tgk i berjaya. so, i was thinking lebih manis n molek kiranye kitorg ikat dlu masa i kt swiss n nnti after kawen, i angkut ngn dia skali g Swiss. besh kn? hehe.. ad part 3 ke ha? kalo ad nnt i smbung je la ek.. :)

org swiss,
anna

too much to aim, too much to achieve (PART 1)

previous post, i had babbling about singapore.today i want to babbling about some other places plak. a few weeks ago, me had an outing with farra. we went to KLCC n watch movie then go for makan2. during dat time i asked her

" kau xd ke rase cm nk merantau, keje ke, blaja ke kt tmpt org"
fara said
"ad weh. klao lei aku nk blah dr cni. aku nk g jao2"

i knew dat farra got a lot of big-huge problem dat i sendiri pon payah nk tolong. so dat we talked about tourism an all (as we r tourism student kn) n ktne yg besh klao nk keje or sambung study. n masa tue kua la smer tempat kt dunia neh. france, ireland, england, UK, USA n those. then i told farra,

"tp, ad 1place je yg sesuai utk org tourism cm kita. Switzerland!!"

"ha!! aku bru nk ckp dow!!"

n farra seems so excited talked about that. but we both still sedar diri dat we both will never ever afford to be there unless we find a way to get a lotta money then we can go la kan. then i said,

"klao dpt keje kt Singapore pon ok gk kn. at least oversea dow"

"serupa kau keje kt malaysia je. bpe jam je pon dr KL. currency pon xdela byk mane. kos sara hdup lak tgi"

"toi gk kn. mak aku pon sng nk dtg. haha. aku dh la nk lari dr dia" (ouh, semasa ckp bnda neh mmg x trpikir lgsg mama bg ke x keje oversea)

then perbincangan kami tentang angan2 ke oversea tamat setakat itu as Piranha pon dh menunggu kami di Panggung 2. i must admit that the movie was awesome! mmg menjerit2 je n separuh cte tue mmg i menyorok je kt ketiak farra coz xlei nk tgk bcoz it was so scary n geli siot ngn tali prut terburai smer. haha. then after movie we went for makan pancake kat foodcourt atas.

end of story, me n farra pon went back home. dia blk Klang n me balik Rawang.

...to be continue...

truly,
anna

wit PT

aite semalam dh pkir2 ape nk wt ngn loan PT.
kt bwh neh list hutang2 or benda2 yg nk kena byr before lei wt pape kt wit PT tue okeh.

1) Yuran MUET= RM70
2) Yuran kursus kawen= RM70
3) Kem Chenderiang= RM150
4) Lesen kereta= RM1000
5) Yuran next sem= RM300
6) Emergency saving= RM300
total: RM 1890
bal: RM 360

so, balance yg sebanyak RM 360 itu, cadangne nk forwardkan ke tahun depan mane la taw kot PT next sem lmbt masuk kn. but suddenly, my luvly sistah Kak Ida tetiba asked me in YM.

" kau nk g Singapore x?"
then i was just like,

"ha?? bile?"
"jap akak 4ward email kt kau"

so i waited for the email then after got it, si kak ida glew neh siap tulis

* wajib pergi utk jaja*

haha. daymmn.. aku baru nk kumpul wit neh kak. but, Singapore dude. i never been there kot.. teringin gk. haha. actually it was some kind of educational trip to Singapore yg Sutra buat utk colleagues n family but lei jgk bawak outsider such as bf, gf, adik, kakak abg or wuteva. syok gk kn. haha

then mlm tue, i asked my baby about it. i tnye lei x i g. then dia ckp ikut la klao i nk g dia xhalang cz dia taw i dh lama mengidam nk g Singapore. then i pon dh suke la. so, after looked up of the price dlm email yg kak ida bg, i pon dh start kire2 dlm palotak i brape ratus i nk g tukar wit SGD neh. dlm pakej yg kak ida bg tue, RM350 (estimated) include of: transport, hotel, Universal Studio (which i will melompat girang if dapat jejak kaki), n Jurong bird park+Night safari+singapore zoo (for staff only will get in FOC). skg i dh ssh hati. sbb i ex-staff jew. so klao nk g, 3bnda tue i kena byr kew? i asked kak ida about it then dia kata

'' ala, nnt pndai2 ar kitorg kautim"

n me,

"chanteq!! count me in!"

haha. so over excited kn skg? pstu i cte kt my baby, dan apa yg menambahkan lg rasa suke i adalah:

"klao job masuk, ad wit lebig, bleh x b ikut syg?"
" di alu2kan!! mmuah!!"

haha. so, Singapore. kau rase la aku dtg guna wit PT k. klao mama taw, sumpah dia bebel 3ari 3mlm. sori mama.. :)

haihh, lena la tdo kn.. ouh Mr. PT, cpt masuk k.. beta nk g Singapore ngn kak ida n baby mucux!

truly,
anna

petang yang buhsan

time: 1823
date: 02/10

haihh.. 2day was so damn bored. juz finished watching PS I Love You yang dh brape kali tgk tah. then now tgh tgk dak2 maen takraw kt bawah tue.

then juz now, wat kire2 loan nanti nak byr hutang ape smer n i make a list for that. after dh tolak tambah darab bahagi. ade lebih lagi 360MYR.

wut i'm gonna do with diz money ya? urmm..

mata dah letih

dah beberape ari neh xckup tdo.. bila mata ngntuk, paksa jangan tdo coz nk teman my baby msg..

then ble mlm, try nk tdo tp xlei plak walaupon dh ngntok sgt2..

n mata dh jd cm mata panda cz slalu sgt tgk lappy..

oh my, i need to look at greeny things now. i mean now!!

truly,

anna the panda.. pftt!!

A new start

Dear Bloggy,

This is my new start after 2 blogs that had been ignored before. ouh my. am i that bad? haha
well, i decided to open a new blog for diz coming new year and this is it. after Esplenade Anna, now here it comes I Wanna Grow Up.

i will trying my best to update diz blog regularly. please let me do it coz i really want too. :)

so for the new start, maybe there's not much stoy to tell juz a bit normal story to be share.

for me, diz blog is for myself but if anyone open it up n read it, Alhamdulillah..

truly,
anna