Kau derita, aku juga..

diz post is actually about some issues dat happened between me n my baby.. a few of them quite difficult to be explain n a bit hurt.. but, Alhamdulillah, i managed to get it thru..


baby suka sgt crk point, mcm bila i tersalah ckp or ayat i salah msti dia usik i n kutuk i.. yela, org pelat neh kan klao ckp agak berbelit2 ckit kan ssh nk phm.. hehe. dat day, i ad ckp bnda slh dlm msg.. sounds like


"ehh.. mane de. i dh mandi la.. sula hati je ckp i blom mandi. entah2 dia yg xmandi lg"


then my baby lak reply,


" sula2 hati je u ckp i blom mandi kn." (dia perli i blk)


sbnrnya, i tw ayat i tue slh.. which "suka" suda jd "sula". i dh btolkan pon..tp sbb i tw dia suka usik i n itu yg bwat ktorg ketawa then i just biarkan je.. hehe. baby2..


then, las nite. dia suh i crk buyer utk kasut onitsuka tiger dia. dia dpt from sape tah coz promote brg2 abg tue kt kawan2.. as a reward, dpt la kasut sebijik.. tp dia nk pkai duit sbb nk byr bil supplier so dia mau tolak la kasut itu.. dia mtk i crkkan buyer sblom khamis. i dh pening. msa tue bru selasa. mane nk dpt buyer dlm masa 2hari. dia nk pkai wit.. so, i pun tolong la.. i ckp i dh ad buyer dok Meru. i bukak harga kasut tu 170 tp 'org tu' nego 130 so deal je. i pon ckp kt baby yg i dh dpt buyer.. dia mtk no sbb nk deal sndri. ahh.. sudah. mati aku.


i pon ckp la nnt klao btol jd bru i bg baby no dak tu.. baby cm kecewa skit.. then las2 dia ckp xyah tlg dia crk buyer sbb nnt ssh klao i yg dpt buyer, kasut tue dh smpai kt tgn org tu nnt xmuat cmna nk pulang duit klao baby dh pkai duit tue kn.. smpai bergado dk la sbb i suh baby bg kasut tue kt i n i bg kt 'org tu'. nnt tgk je dlm akaun 'org tu' msukkan depo. tp my baby mati2 xnk. smpai dia ckp, selama neh dia halang i jual brg klao xd duit tp i lak mati2 beriye suh dia jual ksut tue gk.


urmm.. klao la dia tw. alkisahnya, i sbnrnye tpu dia yg i dh dpt buyer sbb i taw mmg mustahil lei jual kasut tue dlm masa sehari.. so i bwt cte yg i dh ad buyer. bila dia bg kasut tue kt i, i akan simpan. n duit tue sbnrnye i yg akan masukkan.. tp i kecewa sbb dia xnk jual kasut tue n ckp kt i yg itu hak dia n dia yg berhak tentukan..


at las, sbnrnye dia tw i yg nk msukkan duit tue n sbnrnye i xd buyer pn.. yes, datz true.. n i cuma nk bahagiakan dia semampu i. i nk tolong dia selagi ada kudrat i.. sbb i dh janji utk ssh sama2.. dan sng pon sama2..


duit boleh cari.. tp kasih syg yg dia bg kt i selama 2tahun ktorg bersama xd tandingan.. i btol2 sygkan dia seluruh hidup i..

Dia ini yang saya sayang sangat

21st Bufday

today- 16dec is my my bufday. my 21st bufday.
i became an adult!! :)

it's nice to know that i'm old enough to make my own decision in my life.
it's glad to know that for everything that had been happen 20years back, now i'm standing here and still standing to face up all those things to get real life..
and i'm glad to have such a wonderful family and awesome boyfie that is always beside me.

for my boyfie, thanx for the wish and the sing.. so shoooweeettt sayang.. :)
i didn't expect any gift. wishes is just enough.. coz u r the most wonderful present that i ever got in my life..

so jaja, 21 is not young anymore.. u have to put more effort and spirit to get wut u want..
and for the next task, i have to:

1) get a nice pay job b4 continue ur degree in coming 1 year.
2) collect money for a tiny-little-sexy car
3) collect money for a tiny-little-shoooweett-memorable wedding
4) collect money for a tiny-little-awesome house

sayang, i noe u will always beside me to achieve this.. i dun wanna play around anymore.. thanx 4 always being beside me syg.. luv u a lot.. mmuah.

the cake baby bought for me on my bufday. Tiramisu!!

just u,
anna

bz bubbly day

bz but bubbly..

almost week after registration. i counted n there is another 9days for my bufday!! haha. cant wait for the bufday celebration.

and..

another 76days (from today- 07/12) to finishing my study.. ouh how i cant wait to finish it n leave out diz fuckin place..

but anyhow, i really miss my babyboy dat i didn,t meet him up for almost month. urmm..

yesterday, i went to admin to sent out my application for hostel. really hope dat i can get it thru bcoz i cannot stay out in renthoz anymore.. dengan pintu xd kunci lgsung, dgn all the jamban kt lua n bathroom pn not-so-complete type. huhu.. i think i had choosed a very wrong hoz la but i hope i will not be @ the hoz ever coz i really wanted to stay in hostel.. InsyaAllah if God willing..

datz all for now.. write to u soon..

me myself n i,
anna

G.A.D.U.H

few days ago, i fighted with my baby.. but dat was regularly happen juga so tiada rasa apa2 pun sbb one shot after dat, everything will be back to normal again.. so, utk pujuk i, baby wt poem mlm tue n i have to admit dat he was so genius in making such that awesome poem yg kena ngn tema, rima sama, n everything was perfect! here it is:

Anna

renyai malam menambah dingin

tapi tak mampu menyejukkan hati yang panas membara

menurut nafsu amarah

jiwa dibalut resah dan gelisah

kemana harus dilepaskan

pada si dia yang tersayang

pada si dia yang ku tatang

apa salahnya dia?

mungkin cuma sekecil zarah

nafsu amarah menjadi raja,

sumpah seranah menjadi senjata

dia menjadi kerakusan emosi berkata-kata

maafkan aku sayang

aku yang jauh berubah

lupa segala janji dan sumpah

lupa pada kenangan indah

lupa semuanya dengan mudah

akibat amarah beraja di lidah

maafkan aku sayang

terlalu hina pabila mengenang salah

hanya maaf mampu ku pohon

well, thank u so much sayangku.. klao cmneh la cara u pujuk i, gaduh hari2 pun xpe.. :)

pencinta dia,

anna